Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 00:52

Cannot stand.. y muz i drop tears on my b'day? i hate tat!! it's my day!! happy day!! but i'm crying instead..

here i'm trying to b a u/stding wife, asking him to rest in the morning, no need to meet me. Initially he wanted to meet me in the morning den afternoon go home sleep.. i agreed then heard his voice so sick.. i where got she de he sick, no rest come meet me? so i told him, you rest k, no need to meet me.. den he pissed off, we hang up. Den he smsed "tell me wat you wan from me? i really dunno.." Wat i want very simple lor.. my reply "nothing.. juz a bithday wish"

izit so difficult?

he then sent me a "Happy Birthday" sms.. den i cried.. I dun feel good.. =( Can anyone tell me if i'm wrong? i told Ling i think he forgot my b'day.. i also told Joanne tat.. though disappointed but i really no blame him.. but he remembered. Tat's nice!!

i "book" my mum to have dinner with me tomolo.. knowing he'll b working night again.. Do you know how it feel when your loved one is growing skinny by day? your efforts of feeding him like going down the drain.. you ask him to eat baobao, he say orh, but really got eat or anyhow eat, i realli dunno.. i realli dunno his life.. so upsetted but his work..

Tell me wat should i do? tell me tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid b'day.. no b'day den won't haf this thing happening..